I hate to say this but I am a procrastinator. I always wait until the last minute to do thing. And example is right now with my blogs, I didn’t do them when I have the chance so now I’m craming things in to 20 blogs. I have no idea what to write about.
I want to be known as a sweet, caring, and loving person. I don’t want to be remembered as a rude hateful person. I want to be known as a great nurse that did everything right. One of my biggest fears is failure and I don’t want to go out like that.
Well today is my last Monday of high school. I couldn’t be more excited. Most people are sad and don’t want high school to end but I’m the complete opposite. Friday cannot get here fast enough. Me and Carter are having our graduation party’s together. It’s going to be a swimming party with barbecue and cake. It’s going to be a blast.
Back in March I went and bought a new Mini Cooper. What made me want this car was my stepsister had one and I got to drive it and I immediately fell in love. They are fast and small. It’s kind of like a little go cart, it’s fun. The color of it is British racing green and it’s a 2009 with only 39,000 miles on it. We got a good deal
Me and my brothers surprised my mom. She had no idea that we were waiting at home for her to get back. She left at 10 that morning to go to a dinner with my stepdads family. Me Kaden and Landon we and got her flowers and all kinds of bath and body works lotion and body spray. Her favorite thing we got her had our picture in a picture frame that says family. I feel like we did really good this Mother’s Day. I don’t know if can top it next year.
It was 3:00 am. I was awake in bed thinking about the state of the world. I shouldn’t do that. These days are looking like the days when I spent a lot of time worrying about all the bad things I was hearing on the news. Now it’s all the bad things I’m seeing on the Internet. This must stop! I must abandon my tendency to worry about stuff I cannot control. It will make me sick.
What can I control? I can control my thoughts. Well, sometimes it seems that I can’t control my thoughts. This is the crux of the problem.The world does sometimes seem awful, but my little world is not really that bad at all. I live in a safe community. I have money for food, clothing, a car, and a roof over my head. I have friends. The list goes on. Why is my focus so often drawn to the negative? I think fear does that. Fear is powerful. It makes us do awful things to others and to ourselves. If there’s one thing I need to abandon it’s fear. There’s the answer! I’ll just get on with abandoning fear. This might take some work.
At sotc I am in the medical assistant class. We have to do clinicals from January until May. It has been one of the greatest experiences of my life. I even got a job here waiting for me when I graduate. The people here are so nice and treat me like family. This one lady and me have grew really close and we are like best friends now. I can’t wait to continue my life here at the mercy lab.
My favorite tv show would have to be greys anatomy. I like drama and nursing and this show has both. My favorite character is merideth. She has had so many problems in her life and she fights threw them like a champ. Merideth has problems like her mother had died, she’s was infertile, and her husband died. They were both surgens, so making a lot of money.
One of my biggest pet peeves is when people smack. I can’t stand the sound of when people chew there food. They can close there mouth if they wanted too. And I also don’t understand why you would want someone to hear that? I can’t stand it. Another pet peeve is when people argue with you. You don’t always have to be right. Sometimes you can be wrong. Like it’s okay I promise.
I made a scrap book for my English class. It was fun going threw pictures and remembering memories. I had to go to my granny’s house and go threw pictures because me and my mom have moved so much that a bunch of stuff has got lost. The whole family came over and we sat in the living room with 3 huge tubes full of pictures. I love being with family.